Have been wanting to write about this for a very long time, but sadly couldn't spare the time. I just wanted to share my thoughts about the fear of not knowing what is going to happen in our next moment in life. I know this is what makes life interesting but what if that is the last moment of your life. Sounds pessimistic, right? When I'm riding the bike through lanes with lots of intersections I think; what if a speeding car or bike comes and crashes into me. You might say I'm very pessimistic but these thoughts prepare my mind for the situation, so when it happens it would be like deja vu. I believe this helps us in making our mind stronger and helps us in fighting our fear of the unknown.
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
I was posting my work using the blog, but now changed the work to the website. The address to the website in case you want to check it out is; http://maverickrish.weebly.com/index.html.
I need an outlet for expressing my views without harming the feelings of others. This post is mostly about cribbing, so it's up to you to continue reading. Why is it so hard to understand people and why the words you speak are misinterpreted most of the time.
I have been trying to find answers to these questions for a long time. The best part of my life has been when I was a kid in school. I think it was not that great after 11th std. People sometimes say, "Ignorance is bliss" , after being through some rough patches I know ignorance is truly bliss in a way and during the school days, you could be ignorant of so many things and people around you never cared about it. Honestly, life was very good. Wish I could live back those days.
Right now all grown up, about to get married and responsibilities are rising. Most of the people I know are thinking about the same thoughts and I bet after reading this you also are thinking about it. People around seem so complicated or I'm complicated. Sometimes talking to people turns out to be a blast at other times it is a huge disaster. Most of the times when I talk to people, these questions always run through my mind "The talk is going to be good or a disaster, will it be fun or boring, will I offend them by spouting some nonsense". The worst part is I don't realize that the damage has been done until someone points it out to me. By then it's too late, the impression is already made. Maybe it's just my character or I'm just thinking too much. I rely on people around me most of the times, maybe it' a good thing but sometimes I get the feeling maybe it's not. I keep getting the feeling people are complex to understand. Having said all this, there are people who are comfortable with me for what I am and since they have been around me for a long time, they understand me well. This makes life easier and I have learnt tons of things by being around them. Today if you see me and you find me interesting then it is thanks to these people I have changed.
Thinking back in my life I'm a quiet kid and doesn't talk much with anyone. Today I'm in the job of teaching , thanks to the people who are close to me. I'm loving it. Well, enough cribbing, thanks for reading the post. You can definitely present your views on the content written. Take care y'all.